that's it really...

so i am currently in Montana right outside of yellow stone on a family road trip.(3 damn weeks) we found an internet icecream parlor and i hoped right on to tell everone i will be gone for the next couple weeks and will not be able to go online or use the phone very often if at all so i will continue to live out of my suitcase and go on in the mid west happy forth all! and forgive my atrocious grammer and spelling!

<3 Ducks

Hello again!

So this is a disclaimer!
If you do not wish to hear me “whine and complain” please do NOT continue to read.
Thank you

So I realized today, as I was on my way to pick up my sister, how terrified I am of my mother’s driving. It is the only time I can ever remember actually fearing for my life. And as this little adventures of daring car stunts were once a common, thrice daily, thing for me when I was younger it makes me question my driving abilities….

So this is in essence a plea. If you have driven with me or seen me drive please tell me if I need to improve or ever made you grip your seat so tight you were sure the leather was going to rip. Any help to make to roads safer is always appreciated! Thanks so much! And let us all plead to our respective ‘higher power’ that I never turn out like my mother!

<3 Ducks!

So for everybody who knows me and has had to deal with me for the past two days I apologize. I have been a right ass and inconsiderate bitch. (not in the good way) For that I apologize. Though my excuse is complete truth and there for I am going to bitch about it some more. If this annoys you please exit this screen now.

I have had a migraine for two days.

So I woke up late Wednesday night, about an hour after I went to sleep, with a headache. This is not completely abnormal for me; a drink of water normally takes care of it then I go back to sleep. Well I didn’t get back to sleep that night. In fact I drank three bottles of water and stayed up all night petting my dog, as my headache grew increasingly worse. By the time I normally get up in the mourning my slightly bad headache had turned into a full body migraine. I was extremely sensitive to light, noise and especially movement. To help alleviate the pain I took two Tylenol, two Aleve and two Ibuprofen. I still felt like a giant raw nerve as I drove a friend and myself to Starbucks and then school. At school I was bitchy, irritable and hiding from all sources of light. I had wanted to go to Noriko’s meet but I couldn’t. I actually was raw enough to break down and cry as I drove myself home from swim. (I didn’t swim but I had to tell my coach) I think those were some of the oddest looks I have ever gotten. Which brings me to the point of why I apologized. My intense migraine had robbed me of a lot of my patience and shields. I have some suppression problems, but don’t we all? Any who, later yesterday evening a lovely young blonde lady came by and gave me a complete chi rearrangement and massage. It worked wonders but she does believe I was to swollen from an injury I had acquired (a tweak around my shoulders, the cause of my anguish) to truly solve the problem. In conclusion she will be back Sunday and tell then the ice pack is my best friend.

Thanks for reading my rant and can some one help me figure out how to do the friend thing at the bottom of this?


-Ducks